i am wrong today...

i am wrong today i suddenly became the person to lead my guzheng troupe but actually it is Jaime i feel bad coz she is always the one when we practice....i feel real bad n take the decision myself but i think it is worth it then i lose a friend but i regret saying tat Jaime is feeling sad.. i actually put my thinking on her....... i reali nid a place to pour out all of it... so tis is it as my parents are busy, not reali alot of ppl know who i reali am coz i am always smiling...ppl juz think tat i am a gracious, good girl who listens to everything elder says.... i am so tired....find by me i think i am used to it coz no one reali knows i dun even know myself..... ppl will like go wow why u are like tat y so emo tis n tat..i will juz say no i juz write it...but even computer will get tired... i am so tired but i treat everyone equally as friends which i dun wan to lose. Even those bully me, made fun of me, i think its ok coz we r frens... i think it is rite.. i am not blaming on anione....but i juz cried (9.40pm) i dunno why i juz write my blog till half way then tears came out silently...........its juz a coincidence tat i am tired too...........................
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